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its a nature. almost as natural as sleeping. when you are already at certain altitude, you will experience a high fall. and very severe pain. maybe you'll break some bones too.

i was there. i was floating in some place i called happiness when suddenly someone pulled my floating ballon and then i fell. it was a long journey down. maybe because i was too high when i fall. finally i hit the ground. i didn't cry. i didn'y whine. i didn't went unconcious. i did nothing because it is too painful to react. i wish there is a manual on how to react when u fall cos i know i will need to read the book.

this is exactly what i feel when someone i care about, someone who occupied most of my days in 400 days, someone who was very close to me, left.