speechless.

i need to distract myself from looking at all negative things right now. i need some positive thoughts here and now. i dunno why it is so hard to think positive at the moment. all the curiosities, unanswered questions, puzzles, lies, supported my negative thoughts. or am i paranoid? duhh~

hey, jannah!~ listen up here!~stop thinking for a minute! stop visualizing! stop imagining! stop listening to those voices in ur head! ok?

no. not ok.