feeling guilty; is it an option?

should i feel guilty if i cant return something to somebody? is there any manual on how and when should we feel guilty on anything? if there's any, i wanna buy it now. i dunno whether i should feel guilty when i fail to give someone what he wanted. i dun have it~and even if i have it with me now, its still my right to decide whether to give or not, no? 


considering is considering but deciding is deciding. should i feel guilty when i cant give someone the answer he wanted so much? heart is not made for trade. it will be there when its time. nobody can force it, or push it. not you. not even me.


if feeling guilty is needed here, i am sorry coz i cant give it. not the answer u wanted, nor the reaction u expected.  i am terribly sorry, but i just cant help it. feeling guilty is not an option for me. it shud comes naturally, not made. yes, leaders are made, but not feelings.