the stupidest stupidity.

have to face the most stupidest stupidity ever!
no i am not gonna talk bad about others.
its me.
i did the most stupidest stupidity.
waaaa~
wish i didnt.

here is the story.

1) i have a crush on this one person.
2) i have never checked if he shares the same feeling.
3) someone told me he felt the same for me.
4) i didnt believe the person.
5) i walk forward and never looked back.
6) he took my act as a big NO.
7) yet he still wanted to give a shot.
8) he asked me out on a date.
9) and the genius me said 'that can wait.not now'.
10) yes.he took that as a NO and walked away.


wasnt that the stupidest stupidity?
NO?

here is more...

11) i went back home and regretted.
12) i tried to attract his attention by asking him this and that.
13) he get confused.
14) he asked me what i wanted from him.
15) i said 'nothing'.just friend.
16) he nodded and he said he understand.
17) he said what would i say if he said he loves me?
18) i said 'i love you too, as a friend'. (nervous silently and bit my tongue for letting those words out)
19) he frowned.
20) we are friends now.


stupid enough to be the most stupidest stupidity right?
heh.
well, dats not about me actually.
dats a story of a friend.
and she admitted that she is the most stupidest person in the world, as for now.
well, what can i say?i agreed.