loving is painful.loving and being ditched is more painful.loving and do not get loved back is extra painful.but loving and get loved back but have to break up for knowing that there will be no future for the love is much more painful.and that is the pain i'm having now.it hurts damn much till u feel that u cried ur heart out but nothing heals.but that still do not fit the description of how painful it is.it is as painful as i feel now.and the pain just dun go away.
i love u.u are the second most important-significant man (part from my family) in my life as for now.sometimes i pray, God please make this man loves me more than i d0 f0r him.please let him misses me all the time and please make him unable to live without me.but then i realize that will leave u helpless without me.and that will cause u the pain i'm feeling now.s0 i said, God, please cancel all my prayers.i dun want him to get hurt.s0 please keep him happy with whoever he wish c0z i'll happy just if he is.i know u love me.but i also know it is temporary.and i've accepted the fact.we arent meant for each other.i love u but we are not gonna be together forever in that 'term' and we wont allow that to happen.to love and to get hurt is not in my options.it just happen.but i'm grateful for having this feeling.huhu. ;)
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